Frozentear of Shadowclan

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Name: Frozentear
Gender: She-cat
Moons: 20
Rank: Queen
Clan/Land: Shadowclan
Description:

Pelt
Her pelt is mainly of a cream colour, in the middle of her back there is a black spot, but it is small and faint. Her ears, a bit under them, and just barely around her blue eye, and just a bit, faintly, on the side of her green eye. There is a thin line between her ear there is white, and above the blue eye there is a mixture of brown and ginger. Her tail is also tipped in ginger, fading slowly from the cream colour to the ginger colour at the midpoint of her tail. She also has a few other splotches of very faint ginger.

Eyes
Frozentear has one blue eye and one green eye. Her green eye is a green-hazel color, and is pretty normal. The blue one is a fairly normal blue for cat eyes, but it is everything but normal. The black part of her eye doesn't really end, not in the normal way. That eye does not work very well. everything is usually distorted or blurry. She has lived with the odd eye condition all her life that she cant imagine seeing in any different way, and it doesn't keep her from fighting, hunting, or anything. Her other senses are stronger, helping her out even more.

The Rest
She is of a small-medium build, and she looks pretty weak. She isnt that good of a warrior, or hunter. Her hearing is very sharp do to her eye condition, as well as her sense of smell. She is got at finding things but not attacking or killing them. She is thin, but not to thin, not at a point where you can really notice that she is then, but she is fairly close. She has a few scars, most of them are hidden beneath her fur.

Picture: sobi.org/photos/Cat/Luxor/LuxorCats_008.jpg (The bigger one)
History // Past:

Kit-hood
Even since kit hood Frozentear has been a depressed cat. She has had so many troubles in her life, the only way she made it through those six months, learning how life worked and how others treated a cat with disabilities, was because of her family. Her littermates always stuck up for her and defended her, and she loved them dearly for doing that for her. They where the only ones who could improve her mood, which was often pretty low.

Apprenticeship
Frozentear was mentored by Flystar, and developed a close relationship with her. As an apprentice Frozentear learned more to keep her depression at bay, though at times she couldn't do it. During those times her family often helped her out. Frozentear fell in love with one of her fellow apprentices. She knew she was not supposed to, but she could not help it. They never let anyone know how the felt about each other, and though it was challenging, they succeeded.

Warrior-hood
Soon after she became a warrior, still one of the worst warriors, but she didnt care, she discovered she was carrying kits. Soon after she moved to the nursery, and though she wished she could still help her clan hunt, she knew she wasn't that great in at it. She was still helping her clan, no clan could go on without kits. She could now show publicly how she felt about her mate, but they where so used to hiding their relationship that doing anything in front of everyone felt awkward. She was out of camp, taking a walk with her mate. They where at the river, and he fell in. She watched, as he was swept away, and She felt horror and not being able to save him. Ever since then there has been a gap in her heart, making her depression worse. She knows one day she has to go follow the river downstream and find if her mate truly died or was rescued, how she didn't know. She returned to the nursery that day, and knew she would never feel the same, she would never feel as happy, but when she had her kits, she felt the filled up some of the whole that her mate had left, but she knew it would never go away. She loved her kits dearly, and she would not be able to stand anything happening to them.

Personality:

Depressed - Sweet - Struggling
One of the hardest things Frozentear has to deal with is her depression, though her family has always helped her deal with it, some of them are no longer around, and now she has to hide it from her kits. She struggles to hide it, and very few know about her problems, only her closest of close friends do.
Frozentear is a very sweet cat, no matter what condition she is in she will take care of others. She is easy to like, and though she has inner struggles, very few are aware of them. She doesn't seem happy at all, they know she struggles with the death/disappearance of her mate, so most treat her kindly, and she treats them kindly back.

Role Playing Example:

Not Needed.

Theme Song: Heart of the Ocean by Gaelic Storm
Code Word: Twisted Warriors
Biography Completion: No

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