Poet I am not

[Demon the Monsta]

Read my poems you people! And comment >.> (Evil laugh)

Ahaha, yeah... anyway, i wrote these poems (and many more) one night i was feeling really... really deep

Gone

One drink down ten to go
Or was it ten down and one to go
Lost in the blur I no longer care
I’m starting to choke on air

I’m fine don’t worry
I’ll just ignore all this blurry
Get away from me you stupid whore
I really need to settle this score

Don’t you cry
And look at the sky
These drinks are all I need
This hunger I need to feed

I hate you
You really have no clue
I LOVE YOU!

Don’t you love me too?!

Why are you leaving?
This won’t stop my grieving
Ten more please
And I won’t feel this breeze

I’m stuck
Alone in this rut
This needs to end
My only friend

The cars pass me by
The engines sigh
No second glances
No second chances

One step up
I’m ready, yup
One step left
This bridge is theft
Here I go
No time to go slow
3
2
1
Gone

Watcher (Guardian Angel)


You doing it again
You’re hurting her bad
Just tugging her chain
You have nothing to gain

The pain she can see
The hurt she can feel
The person she has to be
You’re just making her squeal

I watch her be
They way she cannot live
They way she cannot see
She has nothing to give

So please just stop
I want her to heal
But it’s impossible to drop
Impossible for the wounds to seal

Emotions

I watch as you pass
And I ignore you so
But my heart feels like glass
You cannot love me, NO

Why are you persistent?
I am damaged, I am hurt
Why so intent?
This pain can’t be curt

Just leave me be
I cannot love you
Why can’t you see?
You can’t feel it too

But you do
And I am sorry
I didn’t not realize that you to
Are feeling light headed and starry

Dazed and confused
I feel light headed and funny
Pained and bruised
Nothing will ever be sunny

Don’t you tell me
I don’t want to hear
Don’t ask me if I can see
I can see fine behind my tear

I don’t want to know
I don’t want to feel
Just leave me in the snow
I don’t want to steal

Emotions like the roaring wind
Wild and blind
Emotions like the blazing fire
A blaze and entwined

Emotions like the water
So reckless and pain
Emotions like the earth
So powerful with little gain

Stop me please
Before I cause more pain
Please, don’t tease
Nothing you will gain

I see you now
As happy with her
That hurtful cow
The painful spur

The crash and the bang
She did it all, the pain and hurt
That sad song I sang
The pain is never curt

Everyone is dead
Breanne, Anna and even Jared
That stupid crash, losing my head
I never felt more scared

She was the one
That drunken bum
She had her fun
It’s my turn now, no where nearly done

The pain is yours now,
The shift in weight
I sit in the snow
Too late for that date?

Happy as can be, no care in the world
Behind that mask there is more to your eyes
Your eyes the twirl
That kind change in the skies

You watch me fall
From within your car
I no longer stand tall
A cow your are

The plunge is deep
Thrashing swirling deeper I go
Footing I can’t keep
No longer on that soft snow

Darkness engulfs
No more pain
No more gain
No tears to find
I am happy inside.